For as the same, I had a lover ya know..
And now is it punishment for us and the prize we had to pay was,
But then with a great black cross in it.

I can't think while in the time between this month- Februari and April shall never know what happends. But no love yet. (Maybe on March the 15th that some nice guy is sitting next to me by Nightwish concert?!) But that's not for sure.


And I stay with this tuagth=
Love you had and still have after a couple years,
Then the time comes,
That it's ment to be broken

Only in fairy tails is it posible. And some Famely's that there are are the lucky ones.
But most(Just as my mother and father) not. That's why I'm saying Step-dad when I'm home. And dad when I'm by my father.

I'm happy that I don't have kids at this age at 15 till maximum 22.

When I become 22. I shall want a little baby of my own with the friend I've got then.
Because I asked my sister past year i've she shall come at this world again and she said yes. When I've got the change when i'm preqnuant, she shall give her soul to the so called god up there. So I have my sister as my own child. AND! Give her a better life then she had before here....

:candle:
I can't forget that day= 2 Juni 2006